Chapter 438 A Letter to Wang Yuexin
Chapter 438 A Letter to Wang Yuexin
A letter to Wang Yuexin:
There is something that has been bothering me for a long time, and I would like to ask you for help.
I have an older brother, his name is Wang Huhu. I don’t know if you know him. If you don’t, it doesn’t matter. Let me introduce him to you.
I saw this passage on a short video website. I wonder if you have seen it.
She said: Huhu used to be a bunch of broken lenses, and it was his brothers who pieced him together bit by bit. It turns out that being loved can grow new flesh and blood.
This is how he appears to us, but I know there is more to him than that.
I'm sorry about what happened some time ago.
I knew without even thinking about it that he would feel guilty and upset about that incident.
However, we all know that the actions of sasaeng fans are beyond our control, and it is not his fault. Of course, I also know that he understands this truth, but the inner torment and self-blame are uncontrollable, I understand.
Forget it... You may not understand what I'm saying, so I won't talk about this anymore. Let's talk about something else first?
Let me tell you what I know about Brother Huhu.
My brother Huhu, that’s a lot to say.
Do you want to hear about how he bravely entered the entertainment industry for his dream at the age of 17, or do you want to know why he became famous through acting despite his full musical talent, or about the unsung things he did for his fans?
Many people say that Huhu brother has changed the least, unlike Sheng brother who has become more stable and Xing brother who has become more mellow and less irritating.
But in my opinion, he is the one who has changed the most.
From the ignorance when he first debuted, to the rebelliousness of his buzz cut, to his temples shaved close to the scalp, he all revealed a spirit of defiance against the world, while his youthful and impulsive temperament was also well preserved.
But now he is more like broken colored glass, with the dangerous, psychedelic and decadent side of a knife blade facing you, revealing only exhaustion and discomfort. You can only see the broken and colorful beauty when the light hits him.
It is true that being loved will grow new flesh and blood.
Even though the pain existed, in my eyes, Brother Huhu is much better now.
But recently...what I told you before is true and it has put him in a bad situation again.
How can I make him know that it's not his fault?
How can we give him the confidence and encouragement to make him give up blindly escaping and those feelings of self-blame and regret that cannot solve the problem at all?
How can I tell him that his songs are great, his acting is great, he never lacks responsibility, and he is the best, the most responsible brother I have ever met in the world?
I couldn't speak. It was just like when Brother Hu fell into the same situation some time ago. I solved the problem by another method instead of face-to-face communication. So, I was wondering if I should use the same method to heal him this time?
But then it suddenly occurred to me... sometimes the only thing that’s lacking between people is communication, right?
I didn't dare to face him and tell him what I was thinking, just like he didn't dare to face me. He just kept denying himself in his heart and refused to talk to me about what was deep in his heart.
...So, Wang Yuexin, what do you think?
Do you want to come and talk to me in person about the bad things that are pent up in your heart? I think I would be a good listener.
-- younger sister"
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