Dr. Su, let's have a love affair

Chapter 222: Never manage love and marriage with a wronged attitude

"Hubby, go back to work. If there's anything wrong with Gu Jingzhou today, I'll report it to you. Also, you have to remember everything I said to you yesterday, okay?"

"Got it, honey. I won't forget a single word you said. Okay, honey, go to work with peace of mind and treat the patients who need your care. I will also be able to work at the company with peace of mind."

"Well, my husband is so good!"

Su Xiaoxiao kissed Ji Xingyuan sweetly, watched his car drive away with tender eyes, then turned and went to the hospital.

Gu Jingzhou reacted to her words yesterday morning.

However, after she left, other medical staff or family members came to see him, and Ye Zisan came to take care of him at night, but he was still the same as before, with no physical reaction at all.

This extinguished a little the hope that had ignited her yesterday.

However, she and the professors in her team were not completely discouraged.

Gu Jingzhou has been in a coma for a month. Perhaps his recovery will also be a long process, so they must be patient.

In the morning, Su Xiaoxiao gently held his hand again and spoke softly to him some words he wanted to hear.

The index finger of his hand that she was holding moved slightly, and Su Xiaoxiao immediately felt it keenly, and was suddenly excited and surprised.

"Gu Jingzhou, your hands can move now. You can feel it yourself, right?"

"Do you know how beautiful the weather is today? The sun is shining brightly outside. You lie in the hospital every day, wasting such precious time."

"You've been lying there like this, wasting your time. It shows that you don't love yourself at all. I find it hard to believe that someone who doesn't love himself knows how to love me."

"One must love oneself before loving others. One must love oneself before being worthy of being loved by others."

Su Xiaoxiao's words were no longer white lies, but advice from the heart.

She really hopes that Gu Jingzhou can be someone who knows how to love himself.

If a person does not know how to love himself, it means that his soul is weak and has a black hole. How can he talk about loving others?

Just like her and Gu Jingzhou’s relationship over the past five years.

At that time, she didn't know how to love herself, so she accepted an underground relationship for so many years.

At that time, Gu Jingzhou was also a person who did not know how to love himself.

When two people who don't know how to love themselves are together, the result is that neither of them knows how to love each other, and neither of them knows how to give the other the love they want.

They all feel that they have given a lot in this love, but have also endured a lot of grievances.

Therefore, their love is destined to end in failure.

In order to have a love that does not make you feel wronged, you must first learn to love yourself.

Only when you know how to love yourself will you not let yourself be wronged.

Only if you don't let yourself be wronged can you live a brilliant and bright life and not accumulate disappointment and resentment towards your partner.

Only in this way can your love be bright and sunny all the way.

Only in this way can you filter out unsuitable people and meet the one who is truly compatible with you.

Unfortunately, there are still too many women in the world who are like her when she was young, living in ignorance in relationships.

That is why there are so many unhappy couples, and failed loves and marriages in the world.

Su Xiaoxiao will never be such a silly woman, stupid woman, or little woman again.

Now in her thirties, she wants to take active control of her life every day for the rest of her life and live a broad and bright life.

Live in the sea of ​​stars, not in a small pond.

The small pond is always full of trivial right and wrong.

Only in the sea of ​​stars can she find the vast career and ideals she wants to pursue, and the bright love and marriage she wants to manage.

She believed that Ji Xingyuan also liked her to be such a woman.

And their daughter Ji Niannian.

She also needs a mother who lives a broad and bright life as a role model, so that when she grows up, she can also become a woman who lives a broad and bright life.

Never sacrifice your own ideals and values, happiness and joy to please a man who doesn't understand love.

Never manage love, marriage, career and life with a compromising attitude.

Because such a result will only bring bitter fruit.

Su Xiaoxiao really hopes that Gu Jingzhou, a grown man, can understand all this.

"Gu Jingzhou, if you want me to fall in love with you again, you must first learn to love yourself. Do you understand?"

"If you still don't know how to love yourself, I might really look down on you, despise you, and question your ability to love others."

"Is that how you want me to think of you?"

"If you don't want that, then you should wake up sooner rather than later and prove with your actions that you are a man who knows how to love yourself and others."

"As long as you know how to love yourself, it's not difficult for you to attract me and then fall in love with you again, do you know?"

Gu Jingzhou's index finger and middle finger moved slightly again.

Su Xiaoxiao felt relieved.

It seems that this stimulation is indeed effective and has aroused his desire to wake up.

She then chatted with him for a while longer before leaving the ward.

In the evening, Ye Zisan came over after dinner. She was very happy to hear Su Xiaoxiao say that Gu Jingzhou's fingers were more responsive today.

When she was wiping his body and accompanying him, she paid special attention to the reaction of his fingers.

However, he still had no reaction when he was with her.

She couldn't help feeling lost.

Last night she had kept herself mute the entire time, and had been holding back from speaking to him, fearing that he would be conscious and unhappy that she was taking care of him.

But tonight, she really couldn't help it.

I sat silently by his bed for a long time, looking at his sleeping and handsome face for a long time.

She couldn't help but whisper with some resentment: "Jingzhou, Xiaoxiao said that you could hear her talking again this morning, and she responded twice."

"I am really happy for you, but I am also really sad..."

"I've said so much to you this month, but you haven't given me even a single response. Jing Zhou, do you really hate me that much? Do you really feel so indifferent towards me?"

"Our marriage of more than a year, the happiness we experienced every day, was so real. Why did you tell me that you just wanted to get revenge on me?"

Thinking back to the entanglement between her and Gu Jingzhou, tears rolled down Ye Zisan's eyes sadly.

The sweet and happy past with him is her deepest attachment in this life.

It is also the deepest pain in her heart.

She still remembers the taste of his kiss that he asked her to remember the night before their divorce.

She said at the time that his kiss tasted sweet, very sweet.

After all these years of divorce, she still remembered their conversation and the taste of his kiss.

However, this taste has become extremely sweet and bitter.

Ye Zisan murmured sadly, "I still don't believe it. All the kindness you showed me back then was revenge. There wasn't a trace of emotion in it."

"You must have it, right? It's just that you don't want to face it, don't want to analyze your own heart, right?"

"Jingzhou, I've been waiting for you here all these years. As long as you can take one step back, I will take those ninety-nine steps towards you, do you understand?"

"Why don't you give me any response? Why? Wuwuwu... why..."

Ye Zisan spoke so much emotionally, but Gu Jingzhou still lay quietly on the hospital bed without any reaction.

She collapsed on him and cried softly.

That night, she stayed by his bedside all night, but gained nothing but heartbreak.