Chapter 173 Shen Wanning's sudden disappearance and Lu Jinchuan's anxiety
Chapter 173 Shen Wanning's sudden disappearance and Lu Jinchuan's anxiety
Over time, one family, one company.
Without the hustle and bustle of the journey, the days go on one by one, and this kind of ordinary life is a different kind of warmth. He is now a family man, no longer alone for work. In addition to work, there are more expectations and pursuits, which is her. About her smile, her happiness, her little happiness...
A man who works hard is a good man, but a man who ignores the woman around him for work cannot be called a bad man, but a stupid man. Work is just work. But the woman next to you is different. She may be the mother of your child, the happiness of your second half of life, or the loss that you don’t know how to cherish…
She is not allowed to cry, she is not allowed to have other thoughts, she is not allowed to be unhappy, she is not allowed to miss me, she is not allowed to be sad. In front of me, Lu Jinchuan, she can be frank like a child, or crazy like a passerby.
He didn't like her pretending to be strong, and her forced smile made him feel distressed. He knew the feeling of missing her, but he still missed her, deeply. Missing her was like a bottomless pit, with no bottom in sight.
"Mr. Lu, the case of Huazhong University of Science and Technology is scheduled for three o'clock in the afternoon." The secretary reminded and began to prepare the contract and related documents, but suddenly remembered that one of the documents seemed to be in Mr. Lu's hands.
"I submitted the development plan to you last week," the secretary reminded cautiously.
"Development plan..." Mr. Lu frowned and tried hard to recall, and suddenly realized that he might have left the document in the study.
"Okay, I understand." This just gave me a reason to look for her...
The phone is out of service? The residential landline, she left early, where did she go? I dialed the phone again and again, but the mechanical female voice always reminded me that the number I dialed was turned off.
"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off."
“I’m sorry, you…”
Out of service area? Wan Ning, please don't let me lose you. Where are you? This feeling, this feeling, I don't like it. There is an illusion that I will lose you at any time, so strong, so desperate. Shen Wan Ning...
Looking down, I see the bustling crowd, but where have you gone?
Have I been so busy lately that I've neglected you? So you ignored me. Did your phone run out of battery? Or did you deliberately turn it off? Or did something happen? All kinds of thoughts filled my mind. Shen Wanning, you'd better be okay. You'd better not have any problems...
"Sorry, the number you dialed..."
"Do you have Shen Wanning's leave note?" The Human Resources Department...
"Boss Lu, Shen Wanning's leave note will not be sent to the Human Resources Department." The Human Resources Department has no right to ask about Shen Wanning's leave note. It is said that her salary is always deducted from the company's account without being reviewed and evaluated by the Human Resources Department.
"Got it." It seemed like he had instructed her to do so. He couldn't find her...
"Secretary He, check the emergency departments of major hospitals to see if Shen Wanning's name is there?" Is she sick? I seem to have heard her mention headaches and dreams?
"Also, check the train and bus schedules." She wouldn't disappear again like last time, would she? But where would she go?
Today is Thursday, is she absent from work in a legitimate way? I am afraid that she will leave, and the thought that she will leave has become stronger and stronger recently.
The wind at the seaside was still there, it was also a dream. She disappeared as she walked, and he couldn't find her.
Loving someone so insecure.
Wan Ning, you know I love you, I can't leave you, I don't want to lose you again...
"Mr. Lu, the personnel from Huazhong University of Science and Technology have arrived. The meeting will start in ten minutes." He Ningqin reported the next itinerary neatly. How could he be as calm and composed as usual?
"The hospital doesn't have an emergency room for Miss Shen, and there is no entry and exit registration for Miss Shen at the station." He is always so uneasy whenever it comes to things related to Shen Wanning.
"Got it." Lu Jinchuan stood up without hesitation, grabbed his coat and walked out. His steps were quick and firm, as if he couldn't wait to find her.
"But, your meeting this time..." He Ningqin asked him about the arrangements for this meeting before he left. This meeting was very important. If it went well, it could earn the company more than 100 million in profits. He should know this better than her, right?
"Leave it to Assistant Zhang." He gave the order concisely and clearly, with an unquestionable determination in his voice. He certainly knew the importance of this meeting, but at the moment, he couldn't sit in the meeting room and wait for the result. He couldn't stay even a minute without hearing about her.
As soon as Lu Jinchuan stepped out of the office, he saw Shen Wanning coming from the corner. She had a faint smile on her face, and her eyes were clear and bright, as warm as the spring sunshine.
"Where have you been?" His voice was low and serious, revealing his inner tension and anxiety. He walked over quickly and hugged her tightly. His arms were tightly around her body, as if he was afraid that if he let go, she would disappear like a phantom.
"I..." Shen Wanning had just walked in when Lu Jinchuan yelled at her. She was completely stunned and out of her mind.
"I'm so worried about you." Lu Jinchuan hugged Shen Wanning tightly, with a hint of helplessness and fear in his voice. He was really afraid of losing her, and that fear was deeply rooted in his heart. At this moment, she was as fragile as a helpless child.
Shen Wanning looked confused, and obviously didn't know what happened, but she could feel Lu Jinchuan's inner fragility and anxiety at this moment. She hugged him back tightly, hoping to give him a little warmth, and at the same time draw a little comfort from his arms. Recently, she often felt headaches and dizziness, so she ran to the hospital for a check-up. However, there were too many people in the hospital, and she happened to meet Lin Xiaoxi who was there for a pregnancy test. The two chatted for a few words, which delayed some time.
"Boss Lu..." Shen Wanning said softly. For some reason, sometimes when facing Lu Jinchuan, she would have an illusion, the illusion of loving someone to the point of despair. This feeling made her feel distressed.
"It's time for the meeting." She didn't have to ask him to go to the meeting room, but the meeting was very important. It involved the signing of a new development project, and he needed to explain it in person because she knew how much he had invested in this project and didn't want it to go to waste.
"Wait for me in the office." Lu Jinchuan rubbed her hair.
"Yeah." Shen Wanning nodded obediently.
"Secretary He, please stay and accompany Wan Ning." Lu Jinchuan turned his head and said to Secretary He beside him, with a barely perceptible worry in his eyes.
"Okay." Secretary He responded quickly, secretly relieved. As long as he was willing to go to the meeting, it would be fine.
"No need, I'm not a child." Secretary He is his most capable assistant. Wouldn't it be better for him to attend the meeting with him?
"Do you know you are not a child anymore?" He smiled softly and ruffled her hair. He just wanted to protect her out of habit...
"Ms. Shen, where have you been?" he said in a reproachful tone, but seeing her innocent expression, he was embarrassed to say anything to her, as she was just a secretary.
"If you don't come back, Mr. Lu will go find you." She is actually quite nice, unlike other women who rely on Mr. Lu's love to play tricks and put on airs. She is usually very easy-going and gives people a warm feeling. Perhaps it is because of this kind of personality that she can win Mr. Lu's exclusive favor. Love is really a wonderful thing. Who can explain the reason clearly?
Hearing this news, she couldn't help but be a little surprised: "He's looking for me?" Why is he looking for her? She's so old and she won't get lost...
"Mr. Lu is very worried about you." She said softly. She was the only one who felt his nervousness...
"He also asked me to check all the shifts and emergency departments of the hospital." Secretary He continued. He had good intentions and felt that she had the right to know, so she told her everything.
"Uh... I know." She replied softly. She must not have done well enough to make him feel insecure. Hospital? Station? Silly, I won't leave you alone? Even if you chase me away, I won't leave your side... It's just that my phone is out of battery...
"Thank you, Secretary He." Shen Wanning said sincerely. Thank you for telling me this. I finally understand why he hugged her so nervously. It turns out that he was afraid that she would leave...
"I'll make you a cup of coffee." She couldn't guess the feelings between them.
"Thank you." Shen Wanning turned her head and looked at the ashtray on the table, which was full of cigarette butts. She knew that he rarely smoked, and would only smoke occasionally when he encountered something particularly annoying. Thinking of this, Lin Qian couldn't help but feel sorry for him, and at the same time realized that she had made him worry again.
At this moment, she suddenly remembered the scene when she first entered the door. He hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear. He also said to her: "I am so worried about you." This sentence was like a spell, constantly echoing in her ears.
His worry? His care? She felt like a happy princess who was protected, but at the same time she was afraid that it was all just a dream. If she woke up from the dream one day, would she feel sad and lost? Could she really have such happiness? Was she qualified to have such a beautiful dream?
The worry in his heart and the frown on his brow seemed to gradually disappear the moment he saw her.
I am so happy to have him in my life. I am no longer afraid.
Jinchuan, I love you, can I love you forever?
Loving you without counting the cost?
Give me everything to love you?
She stared at the people coming and going on the street. From this angle, people seemed so small and insignificant. She still remembered someone once said: "You stand on the bridge to enjoy the scenery, and the people who enjoy the scenery are watching you from the upstairs. The bright moon decorates your window, but you decorate other people's dreams."
"What are you thinking about? Huh?" Lu Jinchuan hugged her gently from behind, fearing that she would leave again, so he only attended for a short while and then handed the matter over to Assistant Zhang.
"I miss you..." When I think of you, I feel full of happiness.
"Hmm?" Lu Jinchuan seemed a little surprised by her answer. Did she just say she missed him? She could always easily touch his heartstrings, making his anger disappear instantly.
"I was wondering...what on earth did you fall in love with about me?" Did he like her a little bit too?
"What do you think?" Lu Jinchuan asked back. In fact, he himself didn't know why he fell in love with her. He just felt comfortable and natural with her. This feeling made him irresistible. He wanted to be with her, it was that simple. Did he have to find a suitable reason?
"How would I know?" Shen Wanning tried to push him away, but he hugged her even tighter.
"I don't know either." Lu Jinchuan answered seriously. Who said that you need a reason to love someone? Isn't it enough to simply like someone and want to live with her?
"I'm talking about serious matters?"
"Me too." Lu Jinchuan said casually. Why did he fall in love with her? If he could find a reason to love her, he could also find a way to resolve it. It's just that love is so simple and complicated.
"You are not..." Shen Wanning denied it directly and rolled her eyes at him. How could she not know? If she didn't know why they loved each other, then why could they have come this far?
"Okay, do you remember our first meeting? My car accidentally hit you at that time." Lu Jinchuan was really grateful for that encounter, otherwise, they might have really passed each other by. Maybe this was destined to be together.
Lovers, no matter how far apart they are, how many streets they cross, in what occasions, places, and scenes, can always meet. Maybe it's the connection of the heart, telepathy?
"No, it was my own carelessness." At this moment, Shen Wanning was so grateful for that accident that allowed her to meet him and enter his life.
"It's not about who is right or wrong." She always fails to grasp the key to the problem. Did he blame her? No... He is confessing his love, okay?
"The problem is that from the first time I saw you, I felt that we knew each other." The feeling of déjà vu, this illusion, reminded him of her. Perhaps it was the guidance of fate, she came back, with a brand new look, still grateful.
"There is a very familiar smell." Lu Jinchuan continued. At that moment, he seemed to see a moment in the past. Although it was blurry, it was deeply imprinted in his heart. That familiar feeling was like an echo from the depths of his soul that he could not ignore.
"What's that smell?" A familiar smell?
"The taste of love." The taste of love? I think the taste of love is only known by two people who love each other, the tension in the sweetness, the special affection, except for love at first sight.
"Nonsense..." She was grateful for the arrangement of fate that allowed her to meet Lu Jinchuan and left an eternal mark in each other's lives.
"I think it's nonsense too." Lu Jinchuan also laughed. The taste of love? How could someone come up with such a statement? He was now increasingly impressed by his own courage.
"Jinchuan, I just ran into Xiaoxi, and the honeymoon baby is said to be very sweet." I don't know why I brought up this topic with him. Sometimes, he always makes her feel at ease and says whatever she wants...
Lu Jinchuan was slightly startled, looking at her beautiful face, and suddenly said: "Someday, can we have a baby too?" He also longed to have a baby that belonged to the two of them.
"Okay..." His words made her heart beat faster involuntarily, and a faint blush appeared on her face.
I want to have a child for you, just for you.
Our baby...
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