If love can be booked

Chapter 190 Zhao Qinglin and Qiu Ruozhen are silent - 1

In my spare time, I enrolled in a driving school and wanted to get a driver's license.

She got 99 points in the first part of the test. Theoretical test is always her strong point. I wonder when she will take the second part of the test?

Waiting and waiting, it seems that there is too much waiting in her life.

The word "wait" contained so much expectation. As long as he said it, she was willing to try it.

I am afraid that one day he will say: Don’t wait, it’s too painful…

I am not afraid of the hardship of waiting, I am only afraid that waiting will not win his true love.

She became more and more greedy, wanting to stick with him 24 hours a day. She knew that he could only give so much, but she kept asking for more until he wanted to escape. She thought that no matter how unreasonable she was, he would not be angry. But he was really angry.

I just want you to be by my side, no matter where we go. I don’t care where we can go, because he has never taken her anywhere. No demands, no demands, just having him is enough. The lowest requirement is to give him the most beautiful one in my heart…

The two people walked so far, twisting and turning, and no one spoke? His silence denied all her insistence. She was afraid of his silence, afraid of his soundlessness, afraid of him walking alone, looking at his back, but not knowing how to break the silence? She was afraid of his perfunctory sigh, afraid of his indifference.

Qinglin, I think this is the worst way for me to love you.

If he decides to leave, how can I persuade him to stay? How can I understand the feeling of waiting for him but not getting him? Look up at a 45-degree angle, so that the tears will not fall.

"Where are we going?" They have been walking the same route for a long time...

"Look at you." Didn't he follow her? There was no central point.

"I've been following you." She said innocently. She was following him, wasn't she?

"Aren't you leading the way?" In the center of T City, a place he was not familiar with, the only familiar person was her, and he just followed her footsteps.

"Am I leading the way?" She just moved as he moved...

"Then where are we going?" Where are they going now?

"I don't know." He's not familiar with it, and you're asking him where he's going? Not smart...

"Oh..." Hearing her answer, he could only respond helplessly. He didn't know where to go, and she didn't know where to take him. So, the two of them walked aimlessly. Occasionally, she wished he could tell her a specific destination, so that they could have a direction to work towards together.

"Then let's go eat Japanese food?" Hearing that he was coming, she happily bought two Japanese dishes from a group, and it was the restaurant she had been dreaming of for a long time, but never dared to go alone because it was too luxurious. It was too luxurious, and she didn't dare to go alone.

"I don't want to eat." Japanese cuisine...

"Can we have a normal meal?" When I eat with her, she either serves Italian food or steak, or today some Japanese food. Can there be anything normal?

"Okay." She replied softly, but she was wondering in her heart: normal meal? Is Japanese cuisine abnormal? She just wanted a quiet place to eat together and chat about the trivialities of life...

"Then let's go somewhere else..." I just really want to eat...

Silence, endless silence, how to break this silence? Normal diet, it turns out that he has never liked the place they have been going to. It seems that there is a row of snack streets, underpasses, and pedestrian streets on Jiefang South Road. Why is there silence all the way?

"Where are we going? The pedestrian street?" After the two slowly walked out of the underground sidewalk, they looked at the bustling street in front of them, and a trace of doubt arose in their hearts: Is it appropriate to do this just to find a place to eat?

"Then I won't go..." She asked twice, what does that mean? Do you want to go or not?

"Oh..." Qiu Ruozhen responded softly, with a hint of disappointment on her face. Not going again? When will he be able to speak consistently?

"Then what about us...?" Where should we go? When she was with him, she would always worry about where to go. He was not familiar with the city, and she was also unfamiliar with it.

"Just taking a walk." Zhao Qinglin replied.

"Oh..." It's that "just take a look around" again! Qiu Ruozhen sighed softly.

Just wander around, where should I take him? They both have something on their mind, right? A sudden phone call ruined her careful plan for the day. She was originally going to take him somewhere else, but because of a call from a client, she had to rush back to the company at two o'clock.

Hualian Department Store, go through the first floor, take the elevator to the second floor, the women's clothing department.

Taking him shopping together seemed like a distant dream. Suddenly one day they appeared in the same place at the same time, but it was just this kind of mood, not the mood for shopping.

I can’t tell what’s wrong, but it’s obviously wrong, so I’m silent…

Why is there always silence? There is always silence between them...

They clearly wanted to get rid of this atmosphere, they could be very happy, and they didn’t need to be so forced to be together…

What's wrong? Is she no longer in love or does he just not care? What went wrong?

"Elevator..." She really couldn't stand walking with him in such a dull manner. It was as if the air had become thinner and she felt like she was suffocating.

"Not shopping anymore?" he asked doubtfully. After all, she hadn't even stopped in front of any store since entering the mall.

"I don't want to walk anymore..." She responded weakly. Along the way, he never stopped, and she just followed him mechanically. What was the point of walking aimlessly like this?

She raised her head, and the strong sunlight shone down mercilessly, causing her to squint. The sunlight shone obliquely on her fair face, as if to expose her inner anxiety and fatigue.

She was tired of trying to please others and pretending to be nice to them, and now she just wanted to get away from it all.

Time, it’s almost twelve o’clock, they still have time...

Suddenly, she wanted to escape, to escape from you at all costs. His constant silence was like a heavy burden that made her breathless. She really couldn't stand him treating her in this way, because it was more cruel than any verbal reproach.

"You're not in a good mood today?" Qiu Ruozhen asked cautiously. I've imagined him like this. He would be like this when he was unhappy. All the signals he gave off showed that he was unhappy...

"What do you want from me?" Not in the right state? Is he?

Yes, what did she want him to do? What else could she ask him to do? If she could see all this more clearly earlier, she wouldn't have been so stubborn. Why did she force him to do so hard, only to end up making herself suffer so much injustice?

If he had remained silent, if she had been able to see his lack of love earlier, if I could have left with an open mind.

If I could not love him, if I could not miss him, if I could live without him...

If she could just walk away...

If she could be so cruel as to turn around and leave, and become a stranger to him from then on, would he miss her? If she disappeared, who would miss her like crazy? The first time I heard this sentence, I thought that person was so stupid. The second time I heard this sentence, I thought that person was really stupid.

"Where are we going?" I followed her all the way, without any destination...

"Arrived..." Where to go? If she could have a clear goal.

"Where are we?" Arrived? Haven't we come back to the same place after all the twists and turns?

"Japanese food." I don't know what he wants to eat...

"No." Didn't I say I don't want to eat this...

"Then I'll take you to eat something else." I just said we were going to the pedestrian street to eat something else, but he's not going?

"Then I took you there just now, and you said you didn't want to go?" What do you want?

"You're the one who asked?" If you want to go, why do you keep asking...

"I just asked you if you wanted to go? And you said no..." She pouted and muttered softly.

"I thought you didn't want to go." If you wanted to go, why did you keep asking?

“Who said you don’t want to go?” I just asked…

"Then why do you keep asking?" He sighed helplessly and continued. He cared too much about her thoughts and was afraid that she would suffer the slightest grievance. He was most afraid of her disappointed look, and he always made her upset.

"Who kept asking? I only asked once..." She pouted and muttered. Did she keep asking?

"Twice." He retorted, with a hint of dissatisfaction in his tone. At least twice...

"I asked you twice, and you won't go?" What kind of logic? If she really wanted to go, why would she care about how others asked? And she only asked because she was afraid that he would be dissatisfied.

"Typical lack of confidence." She couldn't help but murmur softly. Is he so unconfident?

"Not confident?" How could he be unconfident? He was just taking her thoughts into consideration.

"Even if I asked you twice, if you want to go, you have to insist." Because she asked one more question, it turned out like this? The same situation seemed to have happened before. When I visited her home once, she also asked one more question.

He didn't have the persistence he should have... His indecision was as fragile as his emotions. Persistence or giving up was just a matter of a thought... What could he have?

"You keep asking? It's just a question..." She always had a lot of questions to ask.

"I know, I won't ask anymore." She kept asking questions because he didn't say anything, she just wanted to know more about him. Maybe for him, these questions were a bit redundant, but for her, they were the bridge and bond that brought us closer to each other.

"Do you want to eat noodles?" Noodles...

"No more eating, remember this lesson." Was this a sign of lack of communication? The communication between the two became so stiff and awkward.

"Okay." If you don't want to eat, then don't eat...

"So you were silent all the way because you were angry with me?" There was a reason for his silence. He was just angry with her but didn't let her know...

"Who has been silent all the way?" What does it mean that he has been silent all the way?

"You." They walked in silence for nearly an hour...

"When you don't speak, I don't dare to talk to you." I was afraid that he would be silent and I would be at a loss, afraid that nothing I did would make him happy, and afraid that he would be boring.

"The illusion of walking beside you is like an ice-cold silence." This cold silence makes us, who were originally so close, seem to be separated by an insurmountable gap, creating an illusion of being far away and unfamiliar.

"You didn't say anything, and you're still blaming me?" When he didn't say anything, she didn't say anything either? Why did she only blame him for not saying anything? Obviously, she didn't care about anything else.

"You don't say anything, what can I say?" He had clearly expressed his dislike for the mechanical communication method of one question and one answer, and he also disliked her groundless guesses. But what should she do to break the current deadlock and make their hearts closer?

"If you don't say anything, what can I say?" He sighed helplessly. You can't blame him for not saying anything...

"Why don't you tell me when you're angry?" She asked doubtfully, with a hint of dissatisfaction and grievance in her voice. Because he once said that he didn't like her to guess his thoughts, she chose not to guess anymore, but in this way, she would never be able to truly understand what he was thinking.

"The point is that I don't even know when you got angry..." She followed his footsteps silently along the way like a fool, but even so, she was often unaware when he was angry.