If love can be booked

Chapter 192 Shen Wanning goes to work and looks for Lu Jinchuan, but Lu Jinchuan doesn't know h

I have no mood to eat, sleep, and just stare blankly from dawn to dusk.

Bits and pieces of the past kept emerging in my mind, those fragments of laughter or sadness intertwined together, like an old but extremely clear movie.

Laugh at her stupidity, laugh at his foolishness. Foolish, stupid, stupid, who can understand the taste of it?

Go to work, yes, go to work.

There was still a glimmer of hope in her heart: Maybe he was just playing a joke on her; maybe he hadn't forgotten her; maybe he did this for some other reason... Shen Wanning kept comforting herself like this, but only she knew best that the moment she saw his cold eyes, she had understood that he had truly forgotten her.

"Boom boom." Shen Wanning stood in front of the president's office, her heart beating violently.

"Come in." It was still the deep and magnetic baritone.

"Is it you?" Lu Jinchuan's tone revealed a hint of alienation. The scene in his memory suddenly emerged. Wasn't that the woman he met in the hospital? For some reason, every time he saw her, Lu Jinchuan always felt a dull pain in his head, and this feeling made him very uncomfortable.

"Jinchuan, do you remember me?" Shen Wanning smiled happily and walked forward quickly, wanting to give Lu Jinchuan a hug. But at this moment, Lu Jinchuan's next words were like a basin of cold water poured into her heart.

"The one who yelled in the hospital, I remember it clearly." Lu Jinchuan raised a mocking arc at the corner of his mouth. Recalling the scene in the hospital that day, this woman had tears on her face, her eyes were red from crying, and she was still mumbling some confusing words.

"What?" The cold words instantly froze her heart, which was originally full of expectations.

"What are you doing here?" Lu Jinchuan frowned, his face full of undisguised disgust. From her eyes and tone, it seemed that they knew each other. But in fact, Lu Jinchuan had no impression of the person in front of him. This inexplicable feeling made him very irritated.

"I... I'm here to work." Shen Wanning lowered her head, clutching the corners of her clothes tightly with both hands, and spoke in a voice as thin as a mosquito, appearing extremely cautious.

"Go to work? The president's office?" Lu Jinchuan sneered and pointed to the closed door, on which was hung a striking golden plaque: the president's office.

"I know. Hey, where's my desk?" She realized that her usual desk was gone. What happened? He had clearly designated it, saying that he didn't want her to be too far away.

"Your desk? You mean, the one placed there?" Lu Jinchuan raised his hand casually and pointed to an empty space near his desk.

"Well, why is it gone?" Shen Wanning looked around anxiously.

"I ordered them to move it away." Lu Jinchuan said expressionlessly, his voice so cold that it seemed like ice chips could fall off. He frowned slightly, wondering why so many women's belongings suddenly appeared in his office. Not only that, but even the decoration of his home became unusually feminine, with pink curtains, delicate lace pillows, and flowers placed in a staggered manner, all of which made him feel extremely shocked.

"Why?" After hearing this news, Shen Wanning's eyes widened, with a light of confusion and doubt in her eyes. She asked in disbelief: "This is my job! How can you make the decision without authorization?"

However, in the face of Shen Wanning's questioning, Lu Jinchuan just glanced at her lightly, and then answered directly: "I don't know what your job is, but from today on, you have been fired."

"Why?" Shen Wanning's voice was trembling, tears welling up in her eyes. Just because he lost his memory, did he forget her? Thinking of this, Shen Wanning's heart felt like it was torn apart and the pain was unbearable.

"Do I need to explain the reason to you?" Lu Jinchuan frowned and looked at the woman in front of him with impatience. He thought to himself, I really don't know where she got so many whys from.

"Miss, this is my company. I have the final say on who I want to fire." As the boss, isn't it him who has the final say on firing employees or hiring new people? She questioned him. Who gave her such courage and guts?

"You...I...I won't leave anyway." Shen Wanning bit her lips tightly, her hands unconsciously clenched into fists. Shen Wanning knew that this company was his, and it only took him a word to decide whether to stay or go, but how could she leave like this? No, she didn't want to leave.

"That's not up to you." Lu Jinchuan raised his lips slightly, revealing a contemptuous smile. He picked up the telephone receiver on the table and pretended to dial the internal number. Shen Wanning, who was standing by, panicked and reached out to hold the phone tightly. Because she knew very well that if she stepped out of the door of this office at this moment, she might never have the chance to come back here again.

"You can't do this to me? Because you are Lu Jinchuan." Shen Wanning's eyes widened, with a hint of despair and pleading in her voice, trying to evoke those memories buried deep in his heart. However, no matter how hard she tried, it seemed that she could not penetrate the thick fog and touch the real memories deep in his heart.

"Some people say I have lost my memory, some people say I haven't, but my life hasn't changed at all. Do you think I will believe you? I have lost my memory? But I only forgot you, right?" After Lu Jinchuan finished speaking, he crossed his arms and looked away from Shen Wanning with disdain. Amnesia? A woman, you wouldn't lie so much for money, right? How stifling.

Hearing this, Shen Wanning's heart suddenly sank. She knew that such an explanation was hard to convince people. But the truth was so cruel. No matter how ridiculous the reason was, she was unwilling to believe it. However, the reality was in front of her, and she had no choice but to believe it. At this moment, she bit her lips tightly, tears rolled in her eyes, and she tried hard not to let them fall. After a long while, she took a deep breath and said slowly: "Yes... it is true. Although even I find it hard to believe, this is the fact."

"Do you think I'm a fool?" Lu Jinchuan suddenly raised his voice, his tone so cold that it seemed to freeze the air around him. He frowned, staring at the woman in front of him with a sharp gaze, thinking to himself: This woman, why do I feel that this woman is so unreasonable, even a little unreasonable, pestering him all day long, I don't know what she is insisting on?

Faced with Lu Jinchuan's cold questioning, Shen Wanning's emotions were instantly ignited.

"Why don't you believe me? I didn't lie to you. You can't deny that I once existed in your life. Everyone here knows it." Shen Wanning was also angry. Why did he forget about her? She didn't know why. She was also very sad.

He remembered the whole world, but he had forgotten her. Hot tears slid down his cheeks and dripped onto the ground, as if splashing sad flowers in his heart.

"But I don't know." Lu Jinchuan frowned and muttered to himself in confusion. He really couldn't figure it out. If he really had lost his memory as she said, why did he forget her so completely? Was it because he hated her deep in his heart? But it didn't seem to be entirely true. He always felt that there were some other inexplicable reasons.

Lu Jinchuan's eyes fell on Shen Wanning's pretty face with a few tear marks. He couldn't help but wonder: How much did he love this woman in the beginning? To the point that he had completely forgotten everything about her in the past.

However, after thinking about it carefully, he felt that the possibility was very small.

If you really love her, how can you bear to erase her from your memory?

What's more, the weak, tearful and pitiful appearance of the woman in front of him did not fit the type he had always liked at all.

However, when he saw the crystal tears sliding down Shen Wanning's fair cheeks, an inexplicable impulse suddenly surged in his heart, and he couldn't help but want to hug her tightly in his arms. Lu Jinchuan couldn't help but secretly scold himself for being crazy. How could he have such a ridiculous idea?

On the other side, Shen Wanning saw that Lu Jinchuan remained silent. She was anxious and said quickly: "If you don't believe what I said, you can ask my colleagues in the accounting department! I worked in the accounting department when I first joined the company."

No matter what, she would never let Lu Jinchuan fire her so easily. Even if she had to start all over again, even if it required more effort and hardship, as long as she could keep this job, she would be willing to do it.

"Accounting department?" Accounting department? She was from the accounting department? Why was she on the 24th floor? A severe headache suddenly hit him, like a tidal wave, making it unbearable. This pain seemed to tear his head apart, making it impossible for him to concentrate on thinking about other things.

"Then you should go back to the accounting department." Lu Jinchuan said after thinking for a while. After all, it is not easy to find a suitable job nowadays, and maybe what she said before is true. Otherwise, how could she step into his office so easily? Thinking of this, Lu Jinchuan felt that letting her go back to work might be the most appropriate arrangement at present.

"But, I..." Shen Wanning wanted to say that she just wanted to stay by his side, but when her eyes met the handsome and indifferent face in front of her, all her courage instantly disappeared. She became timid, and the words that had already come to her lips were swallowed back.

Yes, because I like her, I care about her. What if I don't like her? What's between them? Is it her greed or his perfunctory attitude?

"What? Are you dissatisfied?" Seeing Shen Wanning hesitate to speak, Lu Jinchuan couldn't help but ask back. In his opinion, women are sometimes so troublesome, always making simple things extremely complicated.

"No." Facing Lu Jinchuan's question, Shen Wanning responded in a low voice. How could she have the right to express her dissatisfaction at this moment? Even if she was indeed reluctant in her heart, she knew that even if she said it, Lu Jinchuan would probably not take it to heart. To him, she was just one of the many women around him, so how could she expect to get his special attention and care?

"If you don't have any, go down." Lu Jinchuan frowned slightly and waved his hand impatiently, signaling Shen Wanning to leave. He really didn't want to look at her pitiful and wronged appearance any longer. Why was she always so sad, as if he owed her a lot?

"Jinchuan, I..." Shen Wanning raised her head and looked straight at Lu Jinchuan. When she saw his cold and unfamiliar face, her heart suddenly twitched, and her throat seemed to be choked by something, and she could no longer speak smoothly. The tenderness and care she once had disappeared, replaced by endless coldness and alienation. What made the relationship between them become so strange?

"Also, don't call me Jinchuan." He deliberately emphasized the unfamiliarity between them, as if he wanted to draw a clear line between them.

Shen Wanning slowly lowered her head, not daring to look directly into Lu Jinchuan's eyes, fearing that he would notice the tears welling up in her eyes. She bit her lower lip tightly, trying not to cry out loud, but the sadness in her heart surged like a tide, almost drowning her.

"Go down." Lu Jinchuan waved his hand coldly, signaling the woman in front of him to leave. His eyes were cold and resolute, as if the person standing in front of him was just an irrelevant stranger.

"Remember, I'm not the person you said I was. Maybe I was before, but not now, and I won't be in the future, because I don't like you at all." Lu Jinchuan's voice was low and powerful, and every word was like a sharp sword, ruthlessly piercing the other's heart. Lu Jinchuan drew a clear line with her. Since he had forgotten it, why force himself? Maybe they had no intersection in the first place.

She cried? Because he said he didn't know her?

Lu Jinchuan, do you really not remember her? She said she came to work, right here, in the general manager's office. That small square table was supposed to be her workstation.

Whether at home or in this office, he had already sent people to clean up all irrelevant clutter. Things that don't belong here should not be left in this space.

Perhaps, they were destined to have no intersection.

The trajectory of destiny has long deviated, and no matter how hard you try, you can't return to the original starting point.

What's wrong with his secretary He? What's her expression? Surprised? Astonished? Confused or sad? For whom? Does she think he should have her in his life? Because she doesn't like Chen Wanxin, he knew this a long time ago, but what's the look in her eyes when she looks at him? Is she a little sad? Or a little angry?

He could sense that they were keeping something from him. Even his mother, who had always been close to him, would not talk about the things he wanted to ask. For example, how did the car accident that caused him to lose part of his memory happen? Why was Zhou Enterprise suddenly imprisoned for suspected commercial crimes? And why had he been a knot in his father's heart for all these years? Faced with his repeated questions, his mother always chose to remain silent.

Even the usually quirky, playful and cute sister turned mysterious this time. She just told him lightly that if he really wanted to know the truth one day in the future, he would naturally find the answer to the question.

His secretary, his housekeeper, and the people around him just kept silent. All this stemmed from his rage. He roared: "From now on, I don't want to hear the name 'Shen Wanning' again!"

However, in this seemingly dead atmosphere, some people were secretly delighted. It was because of his amnesia that he seemed to have forgotten all the disputes between him and Shen Wanning. As a result, those women who had avoided him before now gathered around him like bees smelling the fragrance of flowers. Especially the woman named Chen Wanxin, she had a smug smile on her face, thinking that she had finally waited for this opportunity to get close to him again. And those other women who had avoided him in the past also began to stir at this moment.