Chapter 216 Qiu Ruozhen went traveling
Chapter 216 Qiu Ruozhen went traveling
On the train, the sunlight faded as time went by, and his back gradually faded. He would no longer appear in front of her. She began to miss him, and tears welled up in her eyes. However, she raised her head stubbornly and looked at the passing scenery outside the window, hoping that this would prevent her tears from falling easily.
Yesterday I told him that I wanted to travel alone, but he remained silent. Yes, what did I expect him to say? Would he go with me? After all, I was overthinking...
Was she not in his world? Everything was just her one-sided love and obsession. She was obsessed with the taste of love that he could give her. He was reluctant to give her what she wanted.
The feelings he could give her were not because he couldn't, but because he was unwilling to...
Even though she knew that he already had her in his world, she still fell deeply in love with him and believed in him wholeheartedly, thinking that one day he would see her good side.
But she was wrong, so wrong...
He said he didn't have feelings for her...
He said he couldn't find the feeling he wanted...
It turns out that love is relative, just like what she wanted to find from him, she envied. She couldn't find the taste of his love for her, just like he had no feelings for her. There seemed to be an insurmountable gap between them forever. No matter how hard she tried to get closer, she couldn't touch the softest corner of each other's heart.
A person's journey is bound to be lonely...
Qinglin, I think I will start to miss you...
I'm sorry, Zhao Qinglin, for not letting you fall in love with me when I fell in love with you. You are so perfect, I may not be the best, I just passed by you.
Xiamen, Gulangyu Island, maybe I will like the sea...
A day's journey, chain hotel, xxxxx, checked in, and prepared to have dinner. At the same time, we went out, greeted each other, a gentleman...
"Hello." The gentleman spoke first, his voice deep and magnetic. Was there any tacit agreement to lock the door at the same time?
"Hello." She nodded slightly and gave a polite smile.
"What a coincidence." It seemed like they checked in together.
"Yeah." She wasn't in the mood to chat. Apart from him, she didn't want to talk...
"Are you here on vacation?" He was alone, so quiet that he seemed to not exist.
"Yeah." Is her mood for vacation written on her face?
"Xiamen is a good place, very suitable for relaxing." If you are alone, quietly filtering out the residual impurities in life, you will find a peaceful paradise of your own.
"I'm Xia Lingyu from City M." He introduced himself with a smile, but his eyes remained on the woman in front of him. Although he could clearly sense her defensiveness, her silence, and her reluctance to approach from her words and actions... but for some reason, deep in his heart, he still had a strong desire to get to know her.
"I'm Qiu Ruozhen from T City." She was reluctant to approach strangers and reluctant to introduce herself. She just wanted to hide in an empty corner and lick her wounds quietly by herself.
"Nice to meet you." Knowing each other is fate...
"Are you here on vacation too?" He's alone too?
"I'm not in as good a mood as you. I'm on a business trip." It's rare to meet a girl I like while on a business trip. I think this is the biggest gain of this trip.
"Busy people..." They are all the same, just busy...
"Xiamen is my favorite city and I have been here many times." This city is really beautiful, especially the gentle sea breeze, which always blows gently across your face, bringing the unique salty scent of the sea; and the crisp sound of the waves hitting the shore and splashing white waves, is like a wonderful music played by nature, which makes people intoxicated and unable to extricate themselves.
"This is my first time in Xiamen." Everything that was promised at the beginning has vanished into thin air, and the promise of staying together has become nothing more than an empty dream. What about coming to Xiamen as promised, what about being together as promised?
"If you don't mind, I can show you around." Xia Lingyu spoke with some caution, as if he was afraid of being rejected.
Qiu Ruozhen shook her head slightly and responded softly: "No, thank you, I just want to be alone." She just wanted to be in an unfamiliar environment, empty herself, not think about him, not think about him, not think about him.
Seeing her insistence, Xia Lingyu felt a little disappointed, but still nodded politely: "Okay, sorry to bother you." A person's defense...
"It's okay, thank you..." Thank you for the stranger's concern. In fact, what he didn't know was that she had been waiting for him, even if it was just a message, but in the end there was nothing.
She was used to giving and being defenseless. It turned out that all these habits were directed at him alone. She was not that gentle, and her gentleness was only for him.
As night falls, the vast night sky is dotted with twinkling stars, like dazzling gems inlaid in it, so beautiful...
Suddenly I saw his face, and I missed his eyes...
Whenever she thought of him, tears would blur her eyes uncontrollably.
A cup of coffee, at night, she wanted to be awake alone, so that she could think about him for a while longer...
Do you want to be so stupid? Do you want to not miss him? Do you want to stop missing him?
I love him foolishly, I persist foolishly, I just want to love him like this, what should I do? I know I shouldn't force him, I shouldn't embarrass myself like this, but I just don't want to let go, I dare not let go, I'm afraid that if I let go, it will be forever, and I will never disappear again.
Qinglin, how can I remember our love...
Turn off the phone, don’t contact him, afraid to contact him.
I made up my mind to let go.
Qinglin, I think I will definitely get used to life without you. I just need a little more time, a little more time.
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