If love can be booked

Chapter 222: Lu Jinchuan and his sister's conversation

President's Office. Standing outside the window, my thoughts drift away.

Wan Ning, I thought I could ignore it. However, I don't know when you quietly broke into my heart. When I realized all this, I wanted to shut you out, but deep in my heart, there seemed to be an invisible force resisting this idea.

Your tears touch the softness in my heart. I haven't seen your smile for a long time.

What should I do? Should I be as cold and indifferent as before and pretend that I don't care about you? Or should I listen to my heart and learn how to love her?

"Hi, long time no see." As soon as Lu Yiqing walked into the office, he saw that he was frowning. Without asking, he could guess that the only person who could make him so upset seemed to be that one person.

"Hi, sister, you're back?" Looking at the figure that suddenly appeared in front of him, Lu Jinchuan asked in surprise. You returned to China without telling me in advance? People around me always appear or disappear inexplicably, like Zhu Yaolin, I haven't seen her for a long time.

"Are you not welcome?" Lu Yiqing walked closer with a smile, then opened her arms and gave him a warm hug.

"welcome…"

"Let's go and welcome you." It just so happened that he needed someone to talk to about his depressed thoughts. Perhaps it was time to dilute his inner emotions.

"Okay." Lu Yiqing agreed happily. It's been too long since I came back, and T City is no longer what I remember.

As they walked, Lu Jinchuan suddenly asked, "By the way, where is my brother-in-law? Did we come back together?" I heard that my brother-in-law was a well-known and powerful figure in the business world. He had been alone in the United States for many years, and he must have experienced a lot of hardships and difficulties.

She frowned slightly and replied helplessly, "No, he's busy." Although there was a hint of complaint in her words, he was probably so busy that he even forgot which way his door faced!

"Busy making money."

"It sounds like a businessman." Lu Yiqing couldn't help but smile slightly after hearing this, but didn't say anything more.

Is there nothing else in life except money? They quarreled because he was too busy and forgot that she existed in his life.

Finally one day, Lu Yiqing felt that she could no longer endure this feeling of being ignored. She returned to China without informing him, because she deeply understood that if a love cannot always remain fresh and constantly inject new vitality and nutrients, then it will eventually wither and die like a flower that has lost water.

She didn't want love to die like this.

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"I heard that Yaolin is also in the country?" Lu Yiqing said curiously.

Lu Jinchuan nodded gently and responded: "Yes, I went on a trip."

Lu Yiqing's eyes lit up, and she continued to ask, "I heard that she has a boyfriend? Is he handsome?"

"It's okay, right? They look like a good match." Lu Jinchuan replied with a smile while stirring the coffee in the cup.

"Yes, it's rare to meet the right person." Lu Yiqing nodded in agreement. She looked out the window, holding her chin, thinking thoughtfully about love and fate...

"She is more sunny than here." For her, she always believes that a leisurely and natural love is better than anything else in the world for women. In such a relationship, there is no need to deliberately please the other person, nor to go to great lengths to disguise oneself. Just being the most authentic self is good enough.

"There's nothing between Yaolin and me." From the beginning to the end, in his eyes, they were just colleagues, neighbors, and siblings. They never crossed that line and became a heart-pounding couple.

"You don't have to explain to me, I understand." Women are always so easily deeply in love, and once they fall into the whirlpool of love, they can hardly extricate themselves.

"But you can't deny the fact that she loves you very much." Love is never fulfilled by one-sided efforts. It requires joint efforts and mutual response from both parties. If one person chases and the other runs, it is destined to be a love chase.

"Was I promiscuous in the past?" He couldn't help but sigh that there were so many different kinds of people in his life. Zhu Yaolin, Zhou Jingjing, Shen Wanning, Chen Wanxin...

"You are not promiscuous. You only like one person, and you like him deeply." Lu Yiqing sighed softly. How much courage does it take to make a woman who loves you wholeheartedly willingly step aside and silently fulfill the fate between you and another woman? Perhaps only when she completely recognizes the reality can she make such a difficult decision.

"Maybe you loved too deeply, or maybe loving someone is too tiring, so you decided to disappear with the memories." He remembered everyone in his life, except her. What kind of determination and cruelty is this?

"Shen Wanning is the one I forgot..." Why did he forget her? Too much love, or too tired? These are not good reasons.

"I used to love her very much..." Whether it was a statement or a rhetorical question, what was the importance? Maybe it was, inexplicable anger, holding it back to internal injuries?

"Then let me ask you a question, are you happy now?" Lu Yiqing did not answer his question directly. Perhaps, what he was not clear about was not his true inner thoughts, but he was not sure whether he cared about how she saw him?

"Happiness?" What exactly is happiness? Is it endless wealth and power? Or the company of good friends? Or the warm time spent with the one you love? This seemingly simple word, at this moment, feels so unfamiliar to him.

"Sometimes I feel quite lost. But this feeling of loss will disappear without a trace after seeing her." I don't hide my true inner thoughts. Sometimes I feel inexplicably upset, but this feeling will disappear without a trace after seeing her.

"You are very happy when you are with her. Perhaps "happy" is not enough to describe it. If you have to find a more appropriate word, it should be "happiness." This is a sense of satisfaction that comes from deep in the heart, which makes people indulge in it and feel contented.

"The doctor said that the reason you forget those unforgettable memories is that your subconscious mind can no longer bear the burden." To some extent, forgetting is actually a disguised way for the body to protect itself. After all, after suffering such a severe head impact, the brain needs to use this method to reduce the burden and resume normal operation.

"Everyone thinks it's good, because you don't remember Shen Wanning when she was a child." She vaguely remembered what happened when she was a child. Because of Shen Wanning, he and his father had a cold war for a long time, and neither of them was willing to give in first. It is said that during that period, the atmosphere at home was always particularly solemn and depressing.

"This also explains why you haven't had a steady female companion for all these years." Perhaps it was just a casual promise made in childhood that turned out to be a vow he would keep throughout his life.

"But Shen Wanning, I don't know why you love her so much. After so many people have failed to conquer you, she stands out." It seemed that overnight, the name Shen Wanning spread like a spring breeze to everyone around Lu Jinchuan.

"I once heard Ning Qin mention that Shen Wanning had a boyfriend before, but they broke up later. I wonder if you were involved in it?" Given his usual personality, it is highly unlikely that he was not involved at all. After all, how many people can really stand by and watch the emotional entanglement of the person they like?

"By the way, I heard before that she looks a lot like Shen Wanning." After hearing that she looked a lot like Shen Wanning, she came for an interview and he secretly kept her in the company.

"Later, you told me that she was Shen Wanning." I heard that he came across their childhood keepsake, a butterfly hairpin. One afternoon, the threads of fate quietly intertwined.

"Because you suffered a severe brain injury when you were young, you lost some of your emotional memories, just like you now, but you were far away in the United States at that time." Lu Yiqing tried to untie his knot. She knew that he was already trapped by the knot. Although they rarely met before, even in a short phone call, she could clearly feel the joy in his heart that was hard to conceal.

"Shen Wanning?" These three words came out of his mouth with a hint of doubt and confusion. However, every time he heard this name, a complex emotion would surge in his heart, as if something important was buried deep under the dust of time.

"You met Shen Wanning in Y City. I still remember that summer, the weather was unusually hot and you were on vacation at Jinhua Manor. It was also in the same summer that your uncle sent you to study in the United States. I heard from your aunt that when you were a child, you didn't talk to your father for a long time because of this."

Lu Yiqing couldn't help but chuckle and teased the man in front of her: "I never thought you would be so persistent back then, just for a woman." However, time flies, does he still remember Shen Wanning in those youthful years? Perhaps the answer is no longer important.

"Really?" It turns out that he would be so persistent just for a woman.

"Jinchuan, what I want to say is that whether you remember her or not is not important anymore." Lu Yiqing said earnestly, with a gentle and firm look. If there were no trials in life, there wouldn't be so many twists and turns in life. If there happened to be an accidental collision in life, maybe following your inner thoughts, you can feel the heartbeat of loving you again, isn't that a good thing?

"What's important is your heart. Listen to your heart and let it tell you the answer." Love, perhaps, can only be left to time. Whether you love or not, let time prove it.

If he had no love for her at all, how could they be sitting peacefully in this cozy restaurant, talking so openly about their past, some sweet, some bitter?

What Lu Yiqing hoped in her heart was to make the man in front of her fully understand that his heart had long been lost to her, so that many years later, when he finally regained all the lost memories of the past, he would not be left with only regret and annoyance in his heart, regretting all his actions today.

"Heart?" he murmured. Heart? Listen to your heart? Your own heart?

In fact, he himself had not even realized that the affection buried deep in his heart had been growing quietly. Yes, he had to admit it, although in a strange way that even he himself could not explain.

Heart... I have you in my heart. I don't know when, she has been there, never leaving. But he wants to ignore her, and she is forgotten in a corner.

Shen Wanning, if I say, I want to start over, will you walk away? Do you love me in the real world or the one in your imagination? Suddenly, I envy that man, who can squander her love so recklessly, and she will not walk away, but just linger in the same place, waiting for him to come and claim the lost love.

Shen Wanning, you are increasingly influencing my thoughts, you have succeeded.

"Everyone says that you love Shen Wanning madly. In fact, I think she loves you too." Yes, after all, one-sided love is hard to maintain for a long time. Because when a person is immersed in it alone, not only will all his energy be exhausted, but even if he tries his best to deliberately cater to and please the other person, he may not be able to get the happiness and satisfaction that comes from the bottom of his heart.

"It's just that women sometimes close their hearts to protect themselves." The distance between lovers is sometimes not because of lack of love, but because of too much love. It is precisely because this love is too deep and strong that they are so afraid of close contact, afraid of getting hurt themselves, and afraid of burning the other person.

"I've only seen her a few times, but I can still remember her sweet smile. She would make you happy." In her world, it seemed that only that special him existed. When she looked at him, her eyes were as clear as a spring, without a trace of dust.

"She has indeed changed you a lot. Jinchuan, I haven't seen you smile for a long time." Lu Yiqing said this obvious fact without any hesitation. Looking back on that time, he was undoubtedly immersed in a sea of ​​happiness. After all, only she had the magical power to easily ignite the fire of happiness deep in his heart and make him laugh so heartfeltly and without reservation.

"Sister, why do you always say good things about her?" Lu Jinchuan was dissatisfied. Everyone said good things about her, so was he really that bad? Was she really that good?

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about her anymore." Some things require your own efforts. No matter how much you say, it will be in vain if you don't try to accept it or try again.

It is said that women are good at disguising their emotions, and perhaps this is true. After all, they are often more fragile than men and afraid of being hurt, so they use layers of masks to protect their already scarred hearts. Looking back, how did he knock on the door of her heart step by step? Those bits and pieces of memories seemed to be covered with a veil.

Shen Wanning? Shen Wanning? Who is she?