Chapter 598 If Line If You Haven't Left Korea 66
Chapter 598 If Line If You Haven't Left Korea 66
The gift is just a small episode.
Quan Zhilong found that when Xu Yisong mentioned starting work today, he seemed to have lost his previous vitality and looked a little depressed.
Noticing that Xu Yisong seemed to be somewhat resistant to the subsequent schedule, he asked with a slightly worried tone: "Don't you want to go to work?"
Clearly, Xu Yisong was discussing a newly written song with him a few days ago. At that time, she was very excited and looked forward to using it in her next comeback, but when they met this time, Xu Yisong obviously lost his previous energy.
"It's not that I don't want to work." Xu Yisong took Quan Zhilong's arm, leaned on him, held his hand and played with his fingers, but his tone was a little confused: "I just don't want to..."
What didn’t he think about? Xu Yisong himself couldn’t explain it, but he would feel inexplicably upset when thinking about those activities.
She still loves music and the stage, but she just doesn't want to see too many people and doesn't want to appear in front of them.
"Are you scared?" Quan Zhilong asked suddenly.
Xu Yisong was stunned by his question and subconsciously retorted: "No..." But the words were stuck at his lips.
Is she scared?
It seems a bit.
But what is she afraid of?
Quan Zhilong looked at Xu Yisong's expression, held her face with both hands and made her look at him, then lowered his head and whispered with his forehead touching: "Don't be afraid, Yisong, don't be afraid. Don't be afraid of the crowd, and don't be afraid of meeting fans."
Only then did Xu Yisong realize what he was afraid of.
She thought the last incident was over. She was indeed scared at first, but then slowly, the fear dissipated day by day as time went by, and she felt that she was fine.
But now that she is about to return, she finds that she is actually timid. Because of the last anti-epidemic incident, Xu Yisong subconsciously developed a fear of crowds.
This also includes the fans that he will face after his return.
This level is not too serious and you can overcome it as long as you control yourself. But overcoming it does not mean you are not afraid.
In recent calls from his agent, Xu Yisong always finds various reasons to refuse to return to the screen even though his wound has obviously healed well. Essentially, it is because of his inner fear that he has become resistant to his job.
She is not afraid of fans, but she is afraid that someone who wants to hurt her will suddenly appear in the crowd.
Seeking benefits and avoiding harm is human biological instinct.
The wound on my hand has gradually healed, but the trauma in my heart has not been healed.
Xu Yisong grabbed Quan Zhilong's wrist, and their foreheads touched. They were very close, even their noses were almost touching, but when their eyes met, there was no ambiguity. Xu Yisong saw the power of tenderness in these eyes that were so close.
She closed her eyes and rubbed her cheek gently against Quan Zhilong's warm palm.
Facing the rare and vulnerable Xu Yisong, Quan Zhilong kissed her forehead distressedly, and then this cherished kiss fell on the tip of her nose, cheek, and corner of her mouth, "Don't worry, I will always stand by you."
He knew very well that Xu Yisong loved the stage and would not give up returning to the stage no matter what happened.
"I know." Xu Yisong answered in a low voice, reached out and hugged Quan Zhilong, burying his whole body in his arms.
Quan Zhilong stopped talking and just held her in his arms. The two of them quietly gave and received courage from each other in this way.
After dinner, considering that their relationship could not be made public at all, Xu Yisong originally planned to find a quiet place for a date, but Quan Zhilong took her to a crowded place.
There were crowds of people coming and going. Xu Yisong was a little confused, but Quan Zhilong stood beside her and said, "I know what you are worried about. If you are afraid of being photographed, we can just not hold hands." It doesn't matter if we are photographed like this.
Although there were many people around and Xu Yisong had some concerns, Quan Zhilong always found interesting dating activities, and gradually Xu Yisong forgot his initial concerns.
They went to their favorite record store together, bought high-calorie street food that was usually forbidden, and went to the park to feed the birds together...
Today happens to be a big market day. There is a gathering in the park here. It is very lively and naturally there are a lot of people.
Xu Yisong had never been to such a gathering and was a little curious, but she was a little hesitant after listening to the voices inside. She could tell there must be a lot of people inside without even going in.
Quan Zhilong saw that Xu Yisong actually wanted to go out and play, so he encouraged him, "It's okay, go in and take a look, we'll go together."
He was still a little worried, but with Quan Zhilong's assurance, Xu Yisong followed him into the meeting.
The gatherings during the New Year are more lively than usual. There are not only a variety of snacks but also various stalls that Xu Yisong has seen or not seen before.
There were clothes, daily necessities, and some strange local specialties... and even acrobatics. It was Xu Yisong's first time in such a place, and everything he saw was strange.
At this moment, she was staring intently at a foreign vendor who was introducing the crystal plate in his hand in a strange accent, which was said to be from Arabia. She was about to share it with Quan Zhilong, but when she turned around, she didn't see Quan Zhilong.
She panicked for a moment.
Looking at the crowds of people passing by, Xu Yisong felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart. The crazy face of the anti-rioter appeared in his mind again.
Just then, someone grabbed her wrist. Xu Yisong was startled and subconsciously tried to shake it off, but when she turned around, she found that it was Quan Zhilong.
"Where did you go just now?" Xu Yisong was really scared, and his tone was a little hurried and angry, but more of it was aggrieved.
You can vaguely see tears welling up in your eyes.
The aisle of the rally was very narrow, but there were many people. Quan Zhilong pulled Xu Yisong's wrist and moved her to the inside to block the crowd around her, and then explained: "I have always been by your side." But Xu Yisong was too engrossed to notice him.
In a place like this with so many people coming and going, Xu Yisong, who has a poor sense of direction, wouldn't dare let anyone disappear from his sight.
Even with Quan Zhilong's explanation, Xu Yisong was still a little scared. She stared at Quan Zhilong for a long time, then grabbed the tail of his scarf and said, "I want to hold this."
If you can’t hold hands, then just holding the scarf will be fine.
"Okay." It felt a bit strange to hold the scarf, but Quan Zhilong did not refuse. He took off his scarf, took the initiative to hand one end of the scarf to Xu Yisong and promised again: "Don't worry, I will always be by your side."
Even though there was no direct contact, just holding the scarf, Xu Yisong's heart, which had been beating wildly, finally calmed down.
In this way, Xu Yisong finished the New Year party holding a scarf.
There are still a lot of people around him, and he often just brushes past their shoulders when walking past them, but Xu Yisong no longer has the subconscious feeling of uneasiness and alertness he had at the beginning.
With Quan Zhilong by her side, she adapted to the crowd again.
Shopping malls, amusement parks, pedestrian streets...
After that they went to many places.
Various interesting activities filled Xu Yisong's mind, so that she would no longer be distracted by the attack that day, and she would no longer be nervous and afraid when facing the crowd around her.
Everything was over and things returned to calm again from the hustle and bustle. Xu Yisong suddenly understood why Quan Zhilong brought her to such a place.
The old memories still exist, but the new memories allow her to focus only on the present moment. Gradually, those old memories will be squeezed out by the happy memories and become less important.
At this moment, she was indeed not so scared anymore.
Until the end of the date, Xu Yisong still held the scarf. She tugged at the scarf in her hand and asked Quan Zhilong seriously: "You will always be by my side, right?"
Quan Zhilong looked down at the scarf, then looked into her eyes and answered with the same seriousness: "Of course." His tone was firm and affirmative.
Love in youth is always like this, never considering too much, just bravely promising the present, not caring about the ups and downs of reality and the unpredictable future.
It takes courage to promise, and it takes courage to believe, and they both have that courage at this moment.
With the courage and fearlessness of youth.
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