binnovel Chapter 121 It's Going Abroad, Not Gone 1
Chapter 121 It's Going Abroad, Not Gone 1
Who on earth gave him the courage to so brazenly demand that she stay?
A chill flashed in Su Su's eyes, and the temperature dropped slightly as she coldly stared at Pei Li, who was kneeling on the ground.
Pei Li leaned forward slightly, his posture suggesting he wanted to kiss her feet. Su Su felt a wave of nausea and disgust wash over her.
Without thinking, she quickly retreated, her steps hurried and frantic, one after another, until her back hit the cold wall and she had to stop.
Upon seeing this, Pei Li couldn't help but show surprise, his eyes instantly becoming bloodshot, a mixture of excitement and confusion.
He raised his head and looked at Su Su, his eyes filled with pain and confusion. It felt as if an invisible hand was tightly gripping his heart, causing him unbearable pain.
"Why? Susu, why are you rejecting me? Is it just because you're going abroad that you're going to despise me like this? Don't you love me anymore?" His voice trembled slightly, his words filled with resentment and confusion.
“I love you, Susu.” Pei Li’s voice gradually lowered, carrying a hint of helplessness and despair. “But I really don’t have any money. In this realistic world, where can I find enough money to follow in your footsteps? You are like a high and unattainable fairy princess, radiating a captivating light. And I am just an ordinary person. But do you know? Once I lose you, I feel like I have lost the whole world. My life will lose its meaning, and I will die.”
As he spoke, he clutched his heart tightly with his hand, his body curling up slightly, as if he truly could not bear the cruel reality of Su Su leaving him.
Pei Li's voice trembled slightly with longing as it rang out again: "Stay with me!"
Immediately afterwards, he stretched out his hands and grabbed Su Su's slender feet tightly. His hands trembled slightly from the force, and his eyes were filled with endless hope and pleading, as if Su Su was his last lifeline in this world.
Su Su's back was pressed tightly against the cold windowpane; she had nowhere left to retreat. She gritted her teeth, used all her strength to violently shake off Pei Li's hands that were tightly gripping her feet.
Su Su's mind was in unprecedented turmoil. Her body seemed to betray her reason, and her emotions surged like a raging tide within her.
The deep affection in her eyes and the pleading gesture were so moving! Tears streamed down her face uncontrollably, wetting her delicate features.
My heart felt like a frantic deer was pounding wildly, each beat filled with panic and confusion.
Su Su took a deep breath, forcefully suppressing the turbulent waves in her heart, and calmly turned around with an almost resolute attitude.
She gently raised her hand and slowly took out a handkerchief from her exquisite handbag. The intricate embroidery on the handkerchief was faintly visible in the dim light. She gently wiped away the remaining tear stains from the corners of her eyes, again and again, her movements gentle yet carrying an undeniable certainty.
Then, she tilted her head slightly, carefully tidying her slightly messy hair, and gently smoothed the wrinkles on her clothes with her fingers, as if she were meticulously carving a rare treasure.
Only after every emotion was subtly buried deep within her heart did she turn around as if nothing had happened, her gaze fixed on Pei Li, who was eagerly awaiting her response.
"Why should I stay with you instead of you trying to find me? How can you be so selfish? I'm just going abroad, not going to my death. You could have come to find me!"
The word "selfish" was like a sharp sword, piercing straight at Pei Li. Pei Li seemed to be frozen in place, his whole body instantly stiffening, and his entire body involuntarily trembling slightly.
His lips opened and closed slightly, like a fish stranded on the beach, struggling to breathe and trying to make a sound, but he couldn't utter a word.
In his eyes, sorrow surged like a tidal wave, and shock also welled up deep within them. He looked as if his entire being had been shattered and was about to collapse under the immense impact.
Su Su quietly watched Pei Li like this. In a corner that his sorrowful gaze couldn't reach, she rolled her eyes slightly, a fleeting, almost imperceptible hint of impatience flashing in her eyes.
Then, she raised her hand and casually wiped the fine sweat that had appeared on her forehead, as if she had just finished a difficult performance.
He left behind the words, "Think it over carefully!" His voice was as cold as an icicle in winter.
After saying that, she turned around quietly, like a nimble cat, and walked towards her room. Her back view exuded an indescribable sense of freedom and decisiveness, as if she didn't care at all about how Pei Li would react behind her.
After easily tidying everything up, Su Su lay down on the bed without any worries, ready to sort out her thoughts in the quiet night.
She couldn't help but think to herself, "This original owner of the body is such a fool, completely obsessed with love."
In the middle of the night, she was secretly meeting a man in her own yard. What kind of thing is that?
Although cursing the divided soul was like cursing herself, Su Su couldn't help but mutter to herself.
After all, a divided soul is a divided soul, so what does it have to do with her clear-headed and independent original body, Su Su?
The original owner suffered many hardships from a young age. Her parents passed away when she was still young and naive, leaving her to face the world alone.
From as far back as she can remember, hunger has been her constant companion, like an inescapable demon that gnaws at her body and soul.
The family that adopted her not only failed to provide her with any warmth or care, but instead intensified their oppression of her.
At home, she was like a lowly servant, burdened with heavy housework, and would be scolded and punished if she made the slightest mistake.
She toiled away every day amidst the scolding of that family, her life devoid of any light.
That rag doll was discarded by the family's daughter. It was old and stained, but in the eyes of its original owner, it was a unique treasure.
The original owner carefully picked it up and held it tightly in her arms, as if it were her only comfort in this cold world.
On countless lonely nights, the rag doll kept her company, listening to her softly tell her grievances and desires.
Until the original owner was eight years old, a man named Yang Ning appeared in her world.
His face was kind, and his eyes conveyed an indescribable warmth.
He told the original owner that he knew her biological mother and that he wanted to take her away from this place filled with painful memories.
At that moment, a spark of hope ignited in the original owner's eyes—a longing and yearning for a new life.
Since then, the original owner has started a completely new life with Yang Ning.
Yang Ning gave her meticulous care, which gradually made her forget the various hardships she had suffered.
Under Yang Ning's care, the original owner grew up healthily and became more and more beautiful and charming.
They often went for a walk together in a quiet park, enjoying the leisurely afternoon.
It was in that park that the original owner met the male protagonist, Pei Li. Pei Li was tall and straight, with a refined and elegant demeanor, and his deep eyes were like stars twinkling in the night sky.
Every time the original owner saw him, a subtle ripple would stir in her heart, and feelings of admiration would quietly grow in her heart.
Going for a walk in the park became the thing the original owner looked forward to the most, not only because she could enjoy time with Yang Ning, but also because of Pei Li, who made her heart flutter.
But the peaceful days were suddenly disrupted.
Yang Ning suddenly announced with a serious expression that the original owner needed to move.
This news was like a boulder thrown into the calm lake of the original owner's heart, stirring up a thousand waves.
Despite her deep reluctance, she was powerless to change the decision. Before leaving, she longed to see Pei Li in the park, even if it was just a fleeting glimpse from afar, so that she could find some solace for her longing and yearning.
She rushed to the park, but Pei Li was nowhere to be seen in the familiar corner.
The original owner was filled with disappointment. She wandered around the bench where they used to sit, searching for him in every possible place, but in the end, she found nothing.
Left with no other choice, she had to embark on the moving journey with Yang Ning.
Although the new home was comfortable, the original owner's heart was filled with melancholy.