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Chapter 272 Shen Huai Extra: Longing for Warmth

Shen Huai was abandoned in an orphanage since he was a baby.

The director of the orphanage said that she found him at the door on a rainy day.

There was only an iron necklace with the word "Huai" written on it in the stroller.

The dean thought this was his name, so she named him "Shen Huai" after her surname.

Perhaps because of his name, the director took extra care of him. Kind-hearted people who came to the orphanage would give him priority.

The dean didn't know that her extra care became the cause of jealousy among others, and he also became a target.

Ever since he left the dean at the age of three to live with other people, being beaten and teased has been almost a daily routine for Shen Huai.

Even rabbits will bite if they are cornered.

After this situation lasted for half a year, Shen Huai took an iron plate and fought back fiercely against the tall boy who bullied him.

Because he was a child and his strength was too little, the boy was just unconscious.

However, from that day on, no one dared to attack him head-on and they only dared to make trouble behind his back.

In this environment, Shen Huai was influenced by everything every day and soon learned how to use his good-looking face to teach those people a lesson without having to do anything.

The dean was worried that no one would be willing to adopt such a good child.

Shen Huai wanted to laugh.

How could adoption be more interesting than watching a group of people suffer in an orphanage?

The turning point came in the winter when I was seven years old.

It was a cold day and the water was frozen in the morning.

The dean woke everyone up early in the morning and said that a particularly good person would come today and asked them to behave well.

If I can be adopted by them, I won’t have to suffer much in the future.

Shen Huai was disdainful and was unwilling to surround a little girl like everyone else.

So he crept out of the house, intending to stay in another house until sunset as he had done before.

It was on the road that Shen Huai bumped into Song Yuesheng.

Correct.

It was a collision.

The little girl ran too fast with the snacks and didn't look at the road, so she bumped into him and fell down.

She refused to let him go, saying that he had bumped into her and couldn't walk, so he had to carry her on his back.

Shen Huai shouted at her to leave, but she didn't listen and instead hugged his legs tightly.

I don’t know how a little kid like her could have so much strength that she could actually hold him down.

Shen Huai was annoyed by her pestering, so he agreed to carry her on his back.

"Why is your neck so cold? You must be wearing too little!"

The little girl lay on his back with her hands on his neck.

The warm breath spread from his neck to his heart.

Shen Huai thought absentmindedly.

It turns out that children also have temperature.

Perhaps it was because President Si saw him carrying Song Yuesheng back to the house that he asked the dean to adopt him.

The Si family treated him very well, buying him clothes and other things, and helping him obtain admission to school.

Shen Huai felt an atmosphere different from that of the orphanage.

only……

President Si had been secretly investigating for a long time and noticed his fighting tendency.

On the surface, he is the adopted son of the Si family, but in fact, he is asked to protect the eldest daughter of the Si family, Song Yuesheng.

If it was this warm-hearted child, he wouldn't be so disgusted.

**

A month later, Shen Huai was helping others again and taught Song Yuesheng, a student in the senior class of the kindergarten, a lesson on behalf of his classmates.

Does she still need protection?

Her parents really don't understand her at all.

"Let's go, Shen Huai, carry me home."

Shen Huai was helpless: "Miss, it takes ten minutes to drive from here to the Si family, and it will probably take half an hour to walk back."

The little girl pinched her waist and said as a matter of course: "You are my brother, what's wrong with carrying me? Hurry up, or you will miss Aunt Zhang's freshly baked cake."

Shen Huai sighed.

The child is warm and treats him well, but he is disobedient.

I always like to do some weird things without telling adults.

Once, she even asked him to pretend to be the big devil in a cartoon, and she and Si Wan played the role of the messengers of justice.

The two of them shouted magic slogans together, and he had to pretend to be tricked.

Later, the eldest daughter made mistakes and was no longer as smart as before.

Si Wan gradually showed her wit.

In order to save face, Mr. Si began to focus on training Si Wan.

He was also ordered to protect Si Wan and listen to her.

Everything he has was given by the Si family.

It's just a change of personal protection.

Shen Huai thought it was nothing.

But as time went on, the eldest lady in his memory was replaced by Si Wan.

He didn't notice anything unusual at the time.

**

It wasn't long after he started following Si Wan that Shen Huai realized that he longed for physical contact from others.

I could still hold it in at first.

But later, he felt that staying in the Si family was a torture.

Plus Si Wan has a heart disease.

So starting from junior high school, he used the excuse of studying medicine to treat Si Wan's illness and rarely returned to the Si family.

Shen Huai also knew the reason why he was abnormal.

——Skin hunger.

But for Shen Huai, the desire for physical contact with others was not a good sign.

His experience in the orphanage taught him that if someone could take advantage of your weakness, it would mean you would never be able to resist.

So, he avoids skin contact with other people.

Even after graduating from medical university and working at Kangtai Hospital, the largest hospital in H City, Shen Huai always looked like he didn't want anyone to come near him.

But there is another reason, which is that he is averse to contact with other people.

It’s different when I return to the Si family.

Every time he goes back, he gets sick, but fortunately he can control it.

President Si asked him to protect Si Wan, and terminated the adoption relationship when she was a junior in college. It is not difficult to guess the deeper meaning behind this.

If it was Si Wan, everything would make sense.

It won't bore him.

As for the eldest lady...

Ever since he followed Si Wan, he rarely saw the eldest lady.

I have heard a lot of rumors that he is seriously ill and about to die.

Before he remembered those things, Shen Huai's impression of Song Yuesheng was just a quiet little girl who followed Si Wan in the orphanage.

Shen Huai doesn't care how many suitors Si Wan has.

His feeling towards Si Wan was just a pathological need, not love.

Moreover, Mr. Si is a profit-seeking businessman and will not let Si Wan marry anyone else.

Si Wan in the script-killing character is much bolder than in real life, and she wants to get in touch with him.

But when he asked, the fear on her face was unmistakable.

Nothing.

You can take your time.

However, memory recovery was faster than Shen Huai's actions.

That night, Song Yuesheng stopped him and asked him to carry her upstairs, holding his arm.

The warmth coming from his hands made every cell in Shen Huai's body clamor, wanting to hug the person in front of him.

But she punched him, cutting off his inner desire.

I dreamed that night.

Shen Huai remembered something.

The two memories intertwined, and he couldn't be sure what was true and what was false.

Is it an additional symptom of entering script-killing?

But my memories became clearer as I paid more attention to Song Yuesheng.

So, in order to verify it, Shen Huai went to find her after the basketball game.

What she said was pretty much the same as I remembered.

The moment he put her on his back, Shen Huai smelled a faint, slightly sweet fragrance.

And some warmth.

The empty heart was also satisfied.

Shen Huai suddenly realized.

The memories recalled are not false.

When she was a child, she was too lazy to walk, so she asked him to carry her on her back and even asked him to do some strange things.

His body got used to her touch.

So, even if his memory changed and he had been away for so many years, he could not forget it.

**

Shen Huai wanted the warmth from Song Yuesheng, especially after hugging her, the desire in his heart became even stronger.

He wanted more, too.

At the moment when soul and body were combined, Shen Huai felt great satisfaction both physically and mentally.

He kissed her ardently.

As if to claim back all the lost years.

There is still an episode.

He asked her why she didn't want to come to the hospital.

She bit him hard on the neck.

The teeth marks were deep and bleeding slightly.

She also used hidden props to pretend to be dead to scare him.

The eldest daughter has never been obedient, it was like that in the past and it is even more so now.

So, since the result is the same, why should he ask her here.

When we left, I asked Mr. Si and Mrs. Si the same question.

And there is Si Wan.

He wants to find out the reason for the memory change.

Judging from Cheng Yixing's appearance, his memory might have changed as well.

……

When Shen Huai heard Song Yuesheng's plan to kill Ye Siwen, he thought she wanted to win alone.

But she didn't expect that it was a big drama planned by her and Cheng Yiyan for Si Wan's main personality.

He didn't care about that, he only cared about whether he could still have contact with her.

Fortunately, she said that one death was enough for them.

But I don’t want to let Si Wan go.

It's easy.

So, after waking up from the research institute, the first thing Shen Huai did after taking off his helmet was to find Si Wan.

Perhaps the researcher thought that he and Si Wan were both from the Si family, so he took Si Wan to the room where he was.

She was lying on the table opposite.

Seeing Si Wan wake up, Shen Huai approached her: "What's going on with my memory? Is it related to you?"

"You'll never know."

Si Wan sneered, then crashed directly into the white wall and lost her life.

This statement is simply a disguised admission.

that's enough.

His memory changes are related to Si Wan.

The culprit that the young lady is looking for is also this second personality.

Once Si Wan dies, these things can be put aside for the time being.

But Shen Huai didn't expect that Song Yuesheng would jump into the sea and commit suicide on the night he left.

Does he love Song Yuesheng?

Shen Huai didn't know.

He just loved the warmth of her.

She is the only one who can cure his illness.

In a world without her, who would he turn to for treatment if he got sick again?

so.

On the second day when he couldn't find any trace of her, he walked into the sea at sunrise.

The sun is warm and the sea is cold.

Just like her and him that winter.